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blood flow by BlueMoonScorpio
blood flow
Have you ever felt like you poured your heart out to the person you loved the most? The one you thought you'd be with forever? That's how I feel. I gave everything I had to Anthony and he just gave up on me, got a new girlfriend and kicked me out of his life. (The worst part is he lead me on by telling me that he was going to leave his girlfriend and give me another chance...but that never happened.) A part of me misses him but he's not even the same person anymore. He's a jerk now. It seems like he doesn't care about anyone but himself, I don't even know how he has friends. (I'm the one who actually cares about people and yet I have no one.) I guess people like the hateful guys.
Once the Cullens had arrived at the house, Carlisle began walking toward the stairs. "Well, if there is nothing else to be discussed, I will retire to my room." Before Carlisle had reached the stairs Edward grabbed his hand gently. At first, Carlisle was somewhat uncomfortable by this gesture, but then he looked into Edward's eyes. "Carlisle," (here he paused until he worked up the courage to continue) "...I'm here for you." Carlisle felt the sensation one would feel if they were blushing, but as a vampire, he couldn't blush. "Thank you, Edward." He said before he walked upstairs. He looked in the mirror at the very thing that he despised. His lab coat. It reminded him of Esme, because it was the reason she left him. He had mixed feelings about his job. He hated the fact that it cost him his relationship with his wife, but he also loved helping his patients. He sighed, and hung his lab coat on a coat rack. Afterwards he decided to take a warm shower. The water helped him relax as he washed his hair and body. After the shower was over he slipped into some pajamas and laid in his bed, staring at the ceiling. He knew he couldn't sleep but why not be comfortable? He thought.

The next morning he found Edward in his room, preparing for the school day. "Edward?" He called, while knocking on the door which was half way open. "Come in Carlisle." He answered, slightly annoyed. "How are things with Bella?" He asked, as he stepped into the room. Edward became angry and said" she broke up with me." "Why would she do such a thing? I thought you two were getting serious." Carlisle said. "She's dating Jacob now." Edward replied angrily. "I'm sorry to hear that Edward, she really seemed like a nice girl." Carlisle confessed. "I need to get to school. I'm going to be late." "Do you want me to drive you?" Carlisle asked. "No, I can drive myself." Edward said before he stormed out of the room and slammed the door behind him. It was then that Carlisle realized how alone they both were.
Carlisle's struggle chapter two
Part two of my fan fiction. Enjoy:)
On the cliff's edge I see your face
Looking into the moonlight, my feelings a disgrace
With the ocean below me I think of you
I see a man whose faded away you're no longer who you used to be
There are lies as far as I can see
While I loved you you loved another
I thought we were supposed to be there for each other
In the grass I see a rose
It is wilting but still somewhat alive
You loved me once, but never again will things be the same
You've changed into a monster, someone I don't recognize
In my heart I will always love you, but it's time to let you go
It seems we may cross paths but you're a stranger now
It's like I never knew you, until the monster appeared
I am locked within my mind, it is my imagination that sets me free
I have opened a book and written new chapters, on this journey we call life
Outside the birds are singing a harmony that is loved by many
The future is bright even though it is without you
There are many journeys one must take to find their reason to live
I have a purpose and I will learn it as I go along
What you did was wrong but I can forgive you
Goodbye my love
I miss who you used to be
I know it's not my best work but it's been a long time since I've written poetry.


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Wow it's been forever since I've updated this, or uploaded any art. I draw all kinds of things. My favorite color is blue and I love to read books and I also write stories occasionally. I'm a huge animal lover and have always been a dog person, and have grown up with dogs all my life. I would love to travel someday. (Particularly to Europe.) I have a bit of an "attitude" according to what people tell me. I try not to be rude to anyone but sometimes people get on my nerves. I love to be social and sometimes I like to be alone. I'm the type of person who would do anything for someone I loved, including family and friends. I would give the shirt off my back for those who are close to me but I'm also not afraid to stand up for myself and confront people for mistreating me. (In other words I have a very low tolerance for bullshit and stupidity.) I've never had a ton of friends but I'm ok with that because it's better to have a few true friends than a hundred fake friends. I would take a true friend over more friends any day of the week. I work and go to art class once a week. I love being around other artists and people who share my interests. If you have any requests let me know and I'll do my best. I'm open to art trades too. If you want to know more about me don't hesitate to ask. (I'm usually a pretty open person if the questions aren't too personal.) Ta ta for now and I hope to hear from you soon. :)

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Hey everyone, I want to explain why I've been depressed. There's been things going on in my personal life as well as here on DA. I feel like nobody on this site cares about me. People view my work but I rarely ever get favorites or comments on anything. I don't think I have any talent, I'm just useless. My mom says she likes my drawings but that's only because I'm her daughter. I'm horrible at digital drawings, and I can't really draw people realistically. No one ever comments on my journals either, no one ever asks if I'm ok or even says a simple "hello." I feel lonely all the time in my personal life, people barely ever text me and when I text my "friends" they barely ever text back. No one will hang out with me either. It's hard as hell for me to make friends or get a job because I'm socially awkward. I wish I didn't have to try so hard. I've been trying to get Anthony to be with me again but now I'm starting to wonder why I even try...He got with some other girl the day after we broke up, they had a break up and now he's back with her again...I can't stand her. I hate her for taking him from me.  My family hates Anthony for treating me so badly, even though he apologized to me. (We get along most of the time but it seems like talking is getting me no where.) I feel like I'm just wasting my time. I've tried for three months now to get him back but he refuses to leave that STUPID BITCH. ugh. Why do I only attract shitty guys? Nobody decent is ever interested in me. Only the losers and abusers are and by that I mean people who use me and don't care about me. (I'm not saying Anthony is one of them I'm just saying that he didn't treat me as well as he should have.) I think I just need to get the fuck out of this miserable state and go somewhere else. I don't belong here. The people here are rude and selfish. All men care about is getting laid and I'm fucking sick of it. When I won't put out they cheat on me and lie about it. Why can't I find someone who will love me unconditionally and treat me with the respect that I deserve? I don't need a "perfect man" I just need a relationship that's real. I'm tired of wasting my time on people who don't give a single fuck about me. I've been bullied all my life for being different and I've been taken advantage of by people multiple times. I wish people would be more understanding and forgiving but all they do is judge judge judge. Not only are people rude and unforgiving but they constantly bring up shit that I did in the past like mistakes I've made and stuff I'm not proud of. I'm fucking sick of it. I've changed into a better person and I'm trying to do something with my life and people don't give two shits and a fuck less that I've changed. All they do is talk shit and judge. I'm sick of all these middle aged losers taking up all the jobs. No one here is hiring except fucking mcdonald's and I really don't wanna work at fast food. It's depressing and the customers are rude. (I've heard stories from people with fast food jobs.) I just want to have a happy life, I want friends and I want to feel like I belong somewhere. I want to be invited places, I want to be welcome in someone's home. I'm tired of people blocking me on facebook for no reason. (I've been blocked by so many people that I barely ever use facebook cause I have no one left to talk to.) You wouldn't believe how long people hold a grudge. A ton of people are still mad at me for shit I did years ago! (Seriously what the fuck is wrong with the people around here?) I'm really starting to hate people. Why can't I be happy like everyone else? I want to be important to someone for once in my life. I don't even know why I try to get close to people. I just get fucked over and I'm sick of wasting my time on people who don't care about me.
  • Mood: Pissed Off
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: sailor moon manga
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water


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thanks, what kind of things?
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