Have you ever felt like you poured your heart out to the person you loved the most? The one you thought you'd be with forever? That's how I feel. I gave everything I had to Anthony and he just gave up on me, got a new girlfriend and kicked me out of his life. (The worst part is he lead me on by telling me that he was going to leave his girlfriend and give me another chance...but that never happened.) A part of me misses him but he's not even the same person anymore. He's a jerk now. It seems like he doesn't care about anyone but himself, I don't even know how he has friends. (I'm the one who actually cares about people and yet I have no one.) I guess people like the hateful guys.